About Me

I am a over 40 year old woman who has two children and have found it the hardest thing in my life to do! Raise Children!!! I once asked my aunt, "Why didn't anyone tell me it was so hard?" She replied, if we had you wouldn't have done it!! Now don't get me wrong, I love my kids with all my heart, but sometimes you see these celebrities who have a baby and they speak of this light that has come into their lives, their hearts widening, they have now come alive. I wonder if their existence to this point had been so bad? Children did not complete me, I am still incomplete! I am still imperfect and having children in my home emphasizes this daily!!! I volunteer at my kids school, I taxi my teenager around to know she will be safe and not riding in the car with other teens, I strive to protect them from the abuse that I experienced as a child, to keep them safe. I work daily to communicate with them, to find out how they are. I wish and hope for great things in their lives. But I don't feel like they are a great light in my life, hmmm, maybe I am missing something?