Alittle Rant

I am so pissed off!!! I have told you before my kids are overweight. My daughter more than my son but both could stand to loose some weight. My peditrician is having a fit!

Ok so I 've been making sure we walk or swim together, cleared out my house of "junk food" But I still see my daughter is always eating!!!! One of the main reasons she got so big was when she was about 9 or 10 I gave up. I know, I am a horrible mom, but I had been fighting her about eating constantly for a few years and I got really sick of it. I just let her go and do what she wanted, not my best decision in life.

So I am trying to get back what I've messed up. Trying to get my family healthy and smaller!

My husband is fighting me the whole way and I could SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A few weeks ago he made chicken wings....ok I know, not the best choice of food, but I had offered fruit too and some potatoes. So I had 3 wings, some fruit and I felt full. I was done, felt good. I see my kids have 4 and 5 wings on their plates (now these are big fresh wings that we dip and fry) OK, Lisa, just let it go. The next thing I know he is making MORE wings!!! I was like WTF?? I pull him aside later and ask him?? What was up with that?? Why did you make more?? They already had enough!!!

Friday night, out at my sister in laws, getting close to dinner, lets order a pizza. Ok I have one piece and I know, I'm drinking beer with it, but I felt full. I see my son, he has had two pieces than goes for a third. After he is done, he asks? Can I have more pizza? I said, how many have you had? He says 2....I look at him?? How many? He confesses, umm 3. I say no, you are done.
Asshole speaks up and says, Oh you can have another piece!!!!!! I can not stand it, I was already peaved at him for something (can't remember) and I say, NO I said he is DONE!!! He is 9 years old and 3 pieces of pizza is plenty! Of course, I'm the asshole for getting mad and saying anything loudly!!! LOL!!

Sunday night, at the Lake. Cooking out ham and hots, also available corn, potatoe salad, mac salad and green salad. We are trying to figure out how much to cook, how many hamburgers do you all want. Calla speaks up, I'l have two, I say quickly, Calla you can have one hamburger, there is plenty of other things you can eat, you don't need 2 cheeseburgers.

*alittle side note here, Calla has learned from her father how to make the ultimate cheeseburger. Lots of mayo, lettuce and ketchup on a big ol' roll. So I am not talking cheeseburger like Micky Dee's cheeseburger (small)

Ok so I know she is pissed that I have said, have some "other" things with your dinner, you don't need 2 cheeseburgers. So the next thing I know, she tells me, "daddy said I could have a hot dog and cheeseburger." I was again like WTF????????? Ok, there is corn, green salad, both things I knew she will eat. So she ends up eating 2 pieces of corn, a hot dog and mega cheeseburger.

I just got off the phone with him and asked him......"when are you going to get it Rick??? When she is 300 pounds???" Asshole